Aaarrhhgg

If I believed in luck, I'd go jump off a bridge after today's poker sessions.

AA vs KJ
Board KQ56K

QhJh vs Ac8c
Board: Qc5d4sTc river was some other club.

AdKd vs A4
Board all rags with a 4.

AA vs KhTh
Board: 6s5c9h2hAh

KdQd vs AsTs
Board: QJ9KA

That's just a small sampling of my day. Yes I was the one with the hand that lost by the river in each scenario.  I have been racking my brain about the quality if my play. I wish someone was watching me play so we could analyze it. Did I play some hands poorly? Yes. But overall I think I played well. The combination of playing a minute number of hands poorly along with constantly being sucked out on leaves me broke for the day. Played a sit n go last night and it was the same. Here's the hand that killed me in that sit n go.

A5 vs Kd4d
Board: 5d2d5h turn a blank river a diamond. Oh and we were all in on the flop. That hand I played against Sam Bernhard. He was raising light, which I knew. Then I catch big on the flop and he open shoves. I instacall and lose like a big loser. That only set the stage for today. Oh and I had AA last night too. On the button. Right after losing to Lucky Sam. And not a soul called my raise. Shit, this is a hard way to make a living. Good thing this isn't how I make my living! Oh, and I call him Lucky Sam because I watched him get it in bad twice against sets and catch. In a sit n go! Usually sit n go's aren't that forgiving of bad play.

Today I played the noon for $355, a sit n go for $65, and the 6pm Mega for $185. And last night I played a sit n go for $125 plus a $20 last-longer. What a bankroll killer!

Ok. I am done whining. Maybe I can get my head straight and come back one day this week.